UPDATE!(:

Hey everyone,

Sorry that I have been SO horrible about keeping up with this lately. I have had a CRAZY school year so far, and been waaay too busy for this! Hopefully I will be able to start keeping up with it on a fairly well basis though!(:

Since I haven't written in so long, I'll post a short post to let everyone know what I have been up to so far this semester, along with some pics!

To start I will jus tell everyone about my Halloweekend!(: It wasn't anything REAL great, but It was a good enough time to enjoy myself!

I was an 80's work out girl with one of my good friends that goes to school here with me in Laramie, Erika. Here are some pictures from it!

This is Me, Erik (aka Joe Dirt) and Mark (aka Tiger Woods)

This is my favorite costume of the night. Ricky Bobby!(: LOVED it!

This picture is from a couple nights before Halloween. We had a pumpkin carving contest. Adrianne and Pj made faces, Taylor's was the Burton snowboarding logo, and of course mine was SPONGEBOB!(:

Those are all of the MANY pictures that I am going to share from my Halloweekend, but there is much more to tell! I have only gotten to go home once so far this semester, which is a bummer, because I am definitely finding that I miss it A LOT.

This is a picture with my two favorite Sara(h)'s from when I went home. We had A LOT of laughs and good times that weekend. Plus we did A LOT of dancing!

Well, this pretty much sums up my first semester (or the more important and exciting parts of it so far). Like I said I will do my best to try and keep up more often, but with working so much it has been quite difficult!

Hayden Sterling Rex..

So, as many of you who keep up with me may already know.. I have recently lost a good friend of mine..

Hayden Sterling Rex.

There is so much to be said about Hayden that I could honestly go on for hours. This post might be a little overwhelming and confusing to readers, but I am just going to write down a few of my random thoughts about the whole situation and tell everyone some memories with Hayden, and what an amazingg boy he truly was.(:

I can honestly say that Hayden was one of the most fun friends that I ever had the joy of being around. He was always so full of life and ready to go out and do something wild and crazy. He had that sort of charm to him that you couldn't find in a lot of guys and he was definitely very appealing to the ladies, and I know many of them would agree with me about this one.(: He ALWAYS had girls chasing after him and fighting over him. What a stud.. what a stud! Hayden treated EVERY girl like she should be treated, and that is a lesson that many guys I hope learned from him, too. It's not everyday that you find a boy who will still open doors for you and walk you to your door, or open a door. It's the little things in life that matter most, and Hayden certainly cherished those little things to a T.

Some of the best memories that I have with Hayden are of him doing what he loves to do most.. playing his drums in his basement or at some random show that him and Jade and Oliver put together at some place. I think that watching him play the drums was a great memory mostly, because you could tell how much he loved it just by watching him, and he was amazingg at it, too.

I can remember a time when Coda was still here, too and a bunch of us went to Coda's house and got this sofa chair that had ski's on the bottom of it. I remember thinking.. now what in the World have these crazy boys put together this time, and what kind of dangerous event are we going to be doing today?! (I loved that those boys gave me that crazy/fun sense of wonder though I can't lie!) We ended up pulling each other from behind Oliver's ford in the chair. We definitely got a lot of laughs and videos through the whole thing.

There are soo many random memories with Hayden, but my all time FAVORITE memory is the time that Kelsey, Sarah, and I road tripped it to Randolph to hangout with him at Clayson's house. He was OFF the walls hyper when we showed up and running around the house, playing the drums and just being the crazy boy that we all know and love. The thing that made it so memorable though was him dancing to "boots with the furr" like a hick and screaming like a little girl and running from Clayson's dog that was chasing him and then getting up on the counter so the dog wouldn't get him.

I can honestly say Hayden brought so much joy to my life and there is not many people who can bring such an unordinate amount of joy to one person's life.

I don't know or even understand why his time to go had to be so soon and before we were done making so many memories, but I do know that his mission in life was complete, because if he could bring so much joy to someone like me who didn't see him nearly as much as his family and really close friends, then I can't even imagine the impact he had on all of them. Anyone who knew Hayden was blessed and I hope everyone who does know him realizes this. It's not everyday that you can meet someone so special and have them come into your life and show you exactly how you should be treated as a person and how you want to treat others.. and that is only a small portion of lesson one that I learned from Hayden. I wish you were still here and that I would get a text or a call from you tomorrow saying that there is some crazy thing going on in Randolph that you would like Kels and I to come to, and I wish I would get a call or text saying you were going to be in Evanston tonight and that you wanted to hangout with Kels and I. We miss you so much that it seems unreal..

And to you Hayden;; Thanks for always being the amazingg boy that you were. You probably never realized how much of an impact you had on soo many people's lives, until now. I can only hope that you are having an amazingg time up there in Heaven, with Coda. I bet you two are riding some badass hills everyday, and you can't forget jam time, too!(: I'm sure you also fit some time in for crazy times like cliff jumping. I was scared with I went to Birgess creek jumping of that tiny cliff just the other day.. and you used to do the HUGE ones!(:

Like I said I could go on all day long about many memories and thoughts about this amazingg boy, but all I can say to finish this post is R.I.P. Hayden Sterling Rex.. your presence will truly truly TRULY be missed.. and I can't wait until the day that we meet again. I love you forever and always and I hope that you will watch down on and serve as a guardian angel to all your family, friends, and loved ones as we journey through the rest of our lives.

CaLiforNia(:

So I think that my last actual post explains what I have been up to this summer, which is not a lot. I am currently still searching for a job and that has been a complete NIGHTMARE! I am just ready to find something and make some moolah!(:

However, I would like to share with everyone the best memory that has been made this summer......SO FAR!

This would be my adventure to CALIFORNIA with my family for Anna-Kate Siebers (my cousin) and Rob Harding's wedding.

The wedding was SOOO amazing and I can honestly say I had such a great time! Alex and I were bridesmaides for it so it was a lot of fun. This probably isn't going to be a very organized post, just because I have so many pictures that I am kind of going to be all over the place. This is a fair warning to you readers! HAH!(:

Anna's wedding colors were a darker blue and PINK! Like thee flowers below! They were really gorgeous colors. I liked them a lot.

(this is what Anna's bouquet's looked like for the wedding. They were SOO pretty!! I loved them. I dried mine just so I could have it for keep sakes.)

Before the wedding Alex, all the other bride's maids and I took the opportunity to get many pictures with Anna before we were all tuckered out on pictures, and before everyone else got to her!

(This is one of the many last pictures that Alex and I got with Anna, before the wedding started and she was a married woman! Crazy to think about, STILL!)

The actual wedding wasn't very long, but it was a really pretty occasion over all. Here are a few pictures from the ceremony!

(This would be the whole line of the bride's maids during the ceremony. The dresses were so pretty and the flowers just topped them off completely!)

(And of course we had to get a close up of mee being all hot in the 100 degree California weather during the ceremony!)

And of course we can't forget the reception afterward, it was such a great time! We took a lot of pictures for this portion of the wedding, just because there was so much going on and so many opportunities. Here are a few from it.

(This is a picture of the wedding party coming into the reception as we were being introduced by the DJ. We made a tunnel for Anna and Rob to come through very last.)

(This is Emily (Anna's maid of honor) Alex, and I gettin' down like we doo in Cali. Bahah. Actually doing the cotton eye joe or something along the lines of that.)

Over all, the wedding was super AMAZINGG!<33>

We also played a really fun game called zoo. It is a drinking game and it is definitely something that I am going to have to teach my frienns at home to play, because it was quite thee blasty blast!

(The next day after the wedding. The happy newlywed couple, wearing their new shirts that one of their friends made them as a wedding gift. They are too cute!)

This has been quite a long post and believe me there is still sooo much more to tell about my trip to California, but I think I will just save that post for another day, like maybe TOMORROW!(:

Jus an update!(:

Dear blogger frienns,

I am terribly sorry that I have been so lazy as to not leave one post on here for almost 2 months now. I will definitely be catching up very soon. I seem to always loose track of it when I don't have any pictures to put up to show everyone! I know I know.. it's a sad excuse, but I know that I find myself getting bored when I look at other peoples blogs and it is just huge long paragraphs. I need something more interesting to go by here!(: So tomorrow I shall hopefully find the time to catch you all up on all of the crazy things I have been doing so far this summer.

Love,

Hannah.(:

SuMmeR '1o...? I think YES!

So basically I am LOVING Summer 2o1o, but what have I been doing with all this time that I have had on my hands?!

Well let me tell you.

It started out with my last weekend in Laramie. Which was a pretty sad time, especially to say goodbye to all my good friends there!

((This is my last moments with my favorite neighbor on my floor.. DUSTY!!))

((This is my goodbye to one of the best friends that I met all year in Laramie.. ED! ))

I really hated saying goodbye to all of my friends, but it's alright just because I will be seeing them again in only a few short months!! YAY! : )

Other than my last moments in Laramie, I have been on a serious job hunt and for anyone who lives in Evanston, they know that it is pretty much IMPOSSIBLE to find a job in Evanston at the current time. It has been quite a frustrating search, but hopefully I will hear from somewhere SOON!

With all the spare time that I have been having in my life, I have been able to do things that I normally wouldn't.. like.. WASH MY CAR!!

And YES I did wash it by HAND!! : )

So this is basically all that I have been up to with my nothing-ness so far. Hopefully a lot more starts coming up. I have gone to a couple bon fires and hungout with old friends, and I hope that there is a lot more to come in SUMMER 2O1O!!

There is something..

that is REALLY bugging me right now.

Yet I don't know what it is, nor can I figure it out. I feel weird and not myself today.

I really wish I could figure out what it is that is making me feel so weird so that I could fix this problem.

Anyone have any ideas to fix a weird feeling that is making you sad/really angry? Hmm..

In other news my first weekend home for the summer was really great. : ) I had such a good time hanging out with Marlee, Janie, and Kylie at my house on Friday night. Then on Saturday I went down to Logan and stayed with the Parkinson's for a night. They are an extremely fun family and it was definitely a great time.

The Perfect Explanation of HIGH SCHOOL!

Definition of High School!

Your close friends become your worst enemies.

Your boyfriend becomes an ass.

Lollipops turn into cigarettes.

The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Home work goes in the trash.

Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension.

Soda becomes vodka.

Bikes become cars,

Undies turn into g-strings.

Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground?

When protection meant wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties?

Dads shoulders were the highest place on earth and mom was your hero?

Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a card game.

The only drug you knew was cough medicine.

Wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut.

The only things that hurt you were skinned knees and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldnt wait to "grow up."

there comes a time when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.

in the end you will learn who is fake, who is true, and who would risk it all for you.

life explanation.

This song.. explains my life sooo very well right now!

Here are the lyrics:

Haven't Met You Yet

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

And I know that we can be so amazing
And being in your life is gonna change me
And now I can see every single possibility

And someday I know it'll all turn out
And I'll work to work it out
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet

A Random Weekend?

So.. this weekend was probably the most random one I have had in a while, but at the same time probably one of the best weekends I have had in a long long time.

It all started on Thursday night with the Rodney Atkins concert!

Now I am not a huge fan of country music, but I like it okay, and I definitely don't mind going to the concerts! But WOW I never noticed how many hicks we have in Laramie until the night of this concert. It's like everyone came out of their comfort zones that they usually hide in.!

I don't really have a whole lot to say about the concert except that it was amazing!! Here is a picture of Jaymie, Shyla and I waiting for the concert to start! It was a good time. : )

The rest of the stories about this weekend will not be told by day, but just told. I really honestly don't have much else to say about the weekend except that it was good. I have a few cute pictures from it though.

Mostly Jaymie, Shyla, and I just hung out and found our own fun to have. It was definitely a good time.

This is me just waiting to go out!

[I was laughing previously.. and that would explain the odd smile]

[this is a picture of Jaym and I before we went out just lookin' cute for the night.. doin' what we do!]

So basically, this is kind of a way sad post and everything, but I don't have much to say about the weekend excpet that it was great. Things are definitely starting to turn around for me in my life lately! I am feeling like a much happier person compared to how I have been feeling for the last 6 months, and I am starting to become okay with how things are turning out for me.

I think the key to all of it was just remembering that I need to see things always on the positive side of the road. : )

This dog..

Is thee most amazing creature that I have ever had the priviledge of being around.

Her name is;

Holly and she is amazing! : )

As a child I was never allowed to have a dog or any other kind of pet, besides a fish PERIOD! My mother has always been allergic to dogs, and me not being able to have a dog has made me love them more than I think most people do. However, Holly is a very special dog and I love her more than any other dog in this WORLD!

Why do I love Holly more than any other dog in the World?

This I am not so sure about.. I think that I have just connected with this dog in a special way that I have never connected with any other. She is a very smart dog and she still remembers me every time I see her, which is something special in my opinion, because I do not see her very often!

Anyways.. I jus thought I would share with everyone my love for this dog. Plus a couple of really cute pictures that I absolutely LOVE! : )

Enjoy The Little Things.

I have recently been quoting one of my favorite movies very often, which is Zombieland. One quote from this movie has gotten me thinking and it is "enjoy the little things". This quote has got me thinking.. how much of the 'little' things do I really enjoy?? I will tell you right now not very many. I have been horrible about this.

As I was riding home from Evanston yesterday, I thought about this a lot and I decided that I truly need to start enjoying my life, no matter what. Yes there are going to be some days where the clouds cover up the sunshine, but I always need to remember that no matter what there is always sun, even if it is behind the clouds and the rain somedays.

I am now on a mission to enjoy as much as I possibly can, even on the days when it's hardest! I am putting myself to this challenge starting right now! : )

So I guess all I have to say to everyone else.. is try this too..! Put yourself to the challenge to "enjoy the little things" in life, because after all we only have one life to live, and it goes fast!

The Rest..

So.. I was looking at my blog the other day and I realized that I never remembered to finish telling about the rest of my spring break!

Basically I didn't do a whole lot, but I did get to hangout with Kels quite a bit and that was lots of fun, because after all she is my best e-town friend! We always have lots of fun together and it is always bound to be a great time. We always find something crazy to laugh about.

This time the story was that I am an idiot, because on our spur of the moment trip to hunan I decided to try and run a red light. However, Kelsey's favorite part of the story was not that I tried to run the red light, but that I first stopped at the red light AND THEN proceeded to drive off. You know how at some lights one side turns green before the other, because they have the arrow?? Well that was the case at this light, and I am not quite sure why I felt that it was okay for me to go yet, but I did. Don't worry though Kels stopped me before I got too terribly far and then it was all a good laugh.

Aside from that Kels invited me to go to Randolph with her on Thursday night to watch some of their family friends the Andersen's in a play. (it was so darn cute!)
Soo I got to see a few of my good Randy town friends and that definitely made it a fun time!

The last thing that made my spring break nice was Jaymie coming. I was really bummed on Friday, because there was a HUGE snow storm (surprising, right?) and she could not make it. I thought for sure that she just wasn't going to get to come, but she is an amazing friend and she came on Saturday even though it was only a day.

Jaym came and it was a fun time even though we really didn't have time to do anything. I feel bad she probably will never come back again! : ) I assured her that summer in Evanston has way more to offer!!

Anyways.. here is a few pictures from our day together over the break!

This about sums up the rest of my Spring Break. It really wasn't anything too terribly exciting, but it was definitely worth while!

Now I am just counting down the days until Easter break and then after that I will be counting down the weeks until summer break!! Oh who am I kidding, I am already counting that down. (6 weeks) Ha ha! YAY! : )

Also.. I am just trying to look at the bright side of life. Those of you who know me know that things have not exactly been going "my way" lately, and I have been terrible about looking towards the light. I am from here on out going to try my hardest to do better at being a positive and optimistic person at all times. : D

PS..

I told you all that I would get better about updating my blog quicker!! I showed you all, right??!! : )

SPRRRRRiNGG BREEEEEAK! : )

Okay Okay! So yes, it is now SPRING BREAK!

& YES I am WAY stoked! [if you couldn't already tell by the caps!]

Let me show everyone how I have kicked off my spring break thus far!

Thursday; bowling with all the friends.. it was our last night together for a week activity!

& boy it was soooo much fun! Who would have thought I could have so much fun bowling!

[from left to right: Erika, Lin, Ryan, Nick, Scot, Me, & Erik]

This is a portion of my very large and amazing group of friends that I spend a lot of time with in Laramie! They are literally some of the best people I have ever known and some of the greatest friends I have ever had! I am very grateful for them, indeed!

[Ryan, Nick, Chris, Pat, me]

Want to know something pretty cool? I bowled a 139, which is the highest game of bowling that I have ever played! It was amazing. Especially considering that usually I don't bowl even over a 40-60. Haha! : )

So that was Thursday!

Friday; I drove home by my lonesome and came home to an empty house. You may be thinking this is a lame way to kick off your spring break, alone in your house without your family or anyone, but I really didn't mind it. Brian was at state, Alex was not home yet, and mom and dad were in St. George where they always are. Sometimes having alone time is a good thing for me!!

Saturday; Peej & I decided to make Cindy a birthday cake considering that it was her birthday. Even though she would not get the cake until Sunday, because she was out of town with the rest of her family. [see I am not the only one who comes home to an empty house!]

We went to Angie's house and Saige ended up helping us come up with an amazing design for the cake and the outcome of the cake. It ended up looking really cool, but it took a lONG time!! 7 hours to be exact. We started at 5 pm and did not finish until 1 in the am! Well worth the time spent though. It's nice to do something fun for someone you truly love! <3

This is how the cake ended up turning out!

Here is a top view of the cake. On the foil it said "Happy Birthday Cindy 45" It really turned out great and we were all pretty proud of our work! Cindy really likes sunflowers and that was the inspiration for doing that!

Peej said that his family ended up really liking the cake, and especially Cindy! It also tasted really good too according to Peej, which is a huge plus!!

Sunday; Lounge day.. nothing special! Got to see Kelsey though! Had a nice talk with Simone. She is my favorite! I love that girl! We made some plans to hangout later on in the week! We MUST follow through with these plans!

Monday; [today] Hair cut.. tanning.. more lounging! I like having nothing to do!

jus thought i would share..

Jus thought I would share with everyone before I head to class... that it is now only.. one more day until my spring break offically starts!! WAHOO! : )

LOok out World.. HERE I COME!

The countdown?

Soo I have offically decided that it is time to start counting down to SPRING BREAK! Now I am not really sure why I am counting down, because I know that when spring break does get here it is going to go by in a jiff and I will be sitting right back here in my dorm at my desk in Laramie saying.. "wow" what a quick week that was. But I do just like having something to look forward to I guess!

There is a few things that have been going on since I have last wrote. Mostly I have just been Crazy busy. These last 2 weeks before spring break have been kicking my butt! I have so much due for classes and so much going on! Plus I am soo totally NOT focused on anything, because I am so anxious for the break to start!

I am excited to go home this weekend, but I also am not excited for the weight that is put on me every time that I go home. I like to think of it as the weight of sadness. Sounds lame, but there is just still a few things that bring me down when I go back there. Now this is not my family or anything to do with them, but those of you who know me well know exactly what I'm talking about.

Sometimes I just wonder why certain things in life are so dang hard to get over. I'm thinking positive and hoping that this very big storm cloud that has been raining on my life for so long will soon pass!

I think that this is probably about all I have to say. Except that Thursday me and all my friends here are going bowling as a last time hangout before we don't see each other for a week. We are kind of like a crazy little family, and we miss each other soo much when we go home even for a weekend. I can't imagine how it's going to be to be away from my new family for a week. And then the summer. Ohh this is going to kill me!

It is so weird to think that Laramie, the place that I once hated has brought so much to offer for me. I think it is truly time that I say I LOVE IT HERE! Although it is always a really fun and good time to go home too! Because, well.... home.. is home! : )

'everything happens for a reason'

Have you ever wondered why things happen the way that they happen? I mean yes, everyone says that "everything happens for a reason", but have you ever taken the time to think about WHY and WHAT the reasons are for things happening?

This is something that I think about all the time. Especially with the point that I am at in my life right now.. which I will say is not the highest point that I have ever been at.

Sometimes it just takes everything in me to remember that "everything happens for a reason" and that hopefully my reasons are for a greater purpose that will suit me much better than anything that I really 'think' suits me at the moment.

I've learned a few valuable lessons in my journey through life so far.

Lesson 1:

Life is NOT fair. At all. So get used to it. [kind of harsh.. but it's what I always tell myself]

Lesson 2:

No matter how good you may think you have it.. happiness is going to end at some point until you find 'true' happiness.

There have been a number of times that I have thought that I have found 'true' happiness.. but it just never really works out for me for very long.

So when does it end? When do the bad things quit happening? I really wish I knew the answer to this question. Sometimes I think that only so much could possibly go wrong to hurt a single person or just make things hard on them, but yet the bad things just keep on coming.

This post is in no way saying that I hate my life or dislike it or anything. Just a couple of my thoughts through the struggles that I have been enduring within my life recently.

I really hope that I find my 'true' happiness and that I find my reasons for everything happening pretty soon..

Theee not so epic [but still satisfying] weekend.

Well.. I told everyone I would try to REALLY keep up this time. It's not easy when you have a college life though. There is always so much going on! Anyways.. this weekend was pretty good. Although, I really think that I am just super ready to go home. = / Wierd? YES! I would understand if you thought that, because most people know home is usually not my favorite place. So.. I've decided that I will be going home next weekend for the first time since Christmas break! [that is truly the longest I have ever been away from home before]

So I guess I will finish this post off by telling everyone about my weekend;

THURSDAY:

[in college your weekends usually do start on a thursday]

Thursday was kind of a hard day for me for some reason.. I am not having the best time lately, but it really pays to have friends that actually care about you somewhere, and I definitely have that here. Which I am very very grateful for! Adrianne and I went to wal-mart with the boys [Erik, Ed, & Chris]

The funny thing about this photo is how squished we were in Ed's car. The boys told Adrianne and I that "there was NO way we were going to fit" & we just kept telling them we definitely would. & what would you know.. we did. So we of course had to take a picture of us all squished in Ed's little car. : )

Anyway.. that night I wanted to get my nails painted, but i hate painting them myself. So.. I asked Erik to do it for me and being the great friend he is.. [to make me feel better].. he did!

I really am not supposed to be putting this picture anywhere, because he would kill me, but it's okay! ; ) What are friends for, right?

FRIDAY:

A lot of my friends went home or went to Denver or FoCo just for Friday.. kind of wierd. So, really there wasn't much going on. However, Adrianne and I pretty much spent the whole weekend together. On this day I got to meet some of her friends from Dubois and she got to meet some of my old Evanston friends. It was a pretty good time.. but nothing really special.

[This is Adrianne.. aka.. my roomie for next year] We will be living in an apartment together! Jaymie was supposed to be living with us, but she is going to fly solo. [that is just a little side note for everyone to know!]

SATURDAY:

This, I would have to say, was the best day of the weekend. All of my friends came back. We had a great time at the basketball game against BYU..[don't even ask about winning because you all already know]

But my whole group of friends pretty much decided that we just needed to have a relaxing and fun night just with a small group of friends. So that is exactly what we did! : ) After the game we hit up Qudoba! Which is like the best mexican place around here. We LOOOOOOOOVE it! Then we made a quick stop at the dollar store and bought more candy than any of us ever need for cheap! [it's the best way to do it!] & then we went to Ed's house to have a movie night!

We always take pictures.. & we like to make funny faces!

So this is what my weekend consisted of.. it was nothing too great, but I guess you could say I was satisfied! Good enough to write about on here, eh!? : ) All I have to say is ..I CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOMEEE NEXT WEEKEND!!!! haha..

NEWWWSSS!

Okay everyone! I just need to apologize one more time, because I have COMPLETELY neglected to do this.

A lot of you may know that there have been some major changes recently within my life and I have not had an easy time with it. Basically, I am just trying to start over new with a lot in my life and become a better person over all and just start out with a fresh and brand new year altogether! : )

Sooo... what's new you ask!?!? Well COLLEGE! This semester at college is 100% better than the first one! Mainly this is because I actually have friends this semester and I stay here on the weekends! & hey who would think that I would have actually liked it!? There is so much to tell, but I think most people would rather see things visually rather than read a whole novel on what's been going on. So here's a few pictures of me & my new friends here at college & just different pictures of what I've been up to!

This is Katie & Randy. 2 of my friends. Just hanging out on the weekend!



At a UW boys basketball game. [me, jaymie, sam, adrianne, & jammie]



@ another basketball game with Jaymie & adrianne.

ps.. these will also be my 2 new roomies living with me in an apartment next year!! I'm so excited! I love these girls a lot! : )



My current new room mate and good friend Savanah!!



Savanah & i matching.. ready to go hangout for the night!



& we're the 4 best friends that anybody could have!

My 4 best friends here at college.

Me, Jaymie, Savanah, & Betsy!

So, as you can see, a lot has been going on in my life lately and there have been a lot of changes. I'm not quite sure if these changes are good or bad yet, but I guess all I can keep telling myself is that God has a perfect plan for me and I just need to trust his judgement on everything bad or good that happens within my life. & I hate to say it but I REALLY HATE change.. so I hope there is a wonderful outcome to everything that has been happening lately!